A Birthday Letter To You

Tuesday, 3^th May 2011

Hi Idrah

How are you? How was your day? Your heart? Almost no news from you that I received. Are you busy? How's your father? Your mother? Are they healthy? Today is day-to-3 in may. Special isn't it? Since may comes, I'll never forget one day. One day when you will be remembered by a lot of people. Yes, that day is today. Happy Birthday 22 years. You've given the opportunity by God to show that you can do. And the most I like is, when Got introduce yourself to me ten months ago. How are you feeling? Hopefully what you dream could be come reality. More than just a special expectations. More than just a perfect dream. There's so many things I want to say to you, many stories that I want to share with you. I miss you! A lot!

I'm trying to stay awake until 12 o'clock midnight. I haven't special gift, I don't have a tart decorated by many candles of hope on it. I have no way to take you to a hill full of stars to give you some request. Even to just sing a birthday song for you, I can't do it. Previously I've been imagining about how I'm going to surprise on the night of your birthday. But back to God, He had arranged everything. We're just planning. Sorry. I too hope that I can be with you tonight. I just want you to know, just because I didn't say "hi" to you, doesn't mean I don't care. The proof is, I really missed you. May you always be given the health body and soul to be able to see you smile every day. Even though you’re not here with me and even my body couldn’t be with you tonight, but my letter has been sent to you.

Happy Birthday Cangkir. Your happiness is my happiness. Your sadness is my sadness. These eyes are already too many express-honesty for you. These lips are too often to smile just because of you. And myself have been too happy to know you. I missed the way you called me “tipit tipit”.

I missed all of you :(

Sincerely,
Me